I think that is enough of that
Posted 2004-10-14-0000
I've decided that I'm not going to write anything more about my relationship(s) here, unless I really feel like it. There are two reasons for this, I now finally believe that the relationship I did have before is gone (for good, probably), and still noone reads this when even my most raw thoughts and emotions appear here. When trying to thing of what as left to write, I realised that my life right now is almost completely boring, and that I probably won't update this column as much (not that anyone notices anyway).
On the other hand, one of my friends is having what I'm coming to regard as the worst series of events ever. It's all rather overwhelming for me, especially what I'm now learning through other sources. I deeply respect her, in particular for the way she finds the courage to continue [with life] (and it would be really devasating if she didn't). I dearly hope she knows I am here for her if she needs a hand, or an ear, or a shoulder [as I hope all of my friends know too].
Well... I guess it's back to being melancholy Lee again. The Lee Begg Conspiracy strikes again...